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Hey :) Um....here's a LITTLE bit about me! Believe me, you must be really special if you're reading this. You must be amazing if you understand it. If you talk to me about it, you're just spiffy. My name is Gabrielle. I like that my name splits in two.

Gabby:
Hey, I'm Gabby! I'm really friendly and I love giving hugs! I go to Catholic school and I get pretty good grades. I have the best friends in the world, and I'm always open for more. I'm still trying to figure out exactly what makes sense in my life. I have two passions, one that carries more weight than the other. Basketball is one, I can't really bring myself to stop. That means something, right? And music. I wouldn't be here without it. I sing, and that's truely what I want to do. Maybe one day I'll do that. I'm working on it :) . I'm thankful to God for my life. It's been hard sometimes, but who's hasn't, right?

Brielle:
Hey, hoe. I'm Brielle. Don't fuck with my friends, and I won't fuck with you, okay? Umm..I play basketball because I love it, and it's good for my figure. I sing, because I have to. Music is what got me through the hardest of times: cutting, forcing myself to learn how to stop, and those lonely times when you know there's just no one that could understand.
I need Gabby. She nourishes me, and she lets me out when I need some air. She can write and sing whatever I need to be told. But she can't sing like I can, and you have to be extremely spiffy for me to let you here me sing. I have the sweetest ass in my class :) but I let Gabby take credit. I spoil that chick so much! I take the pain for her when the worst times come. In an ugly situation, I let her sleep, and I come out. I can be destructive, or I can be powerful. Gabby's sweet and I don't want her to get fucked up, so it's my turn to shine when she can't handle the pressure. When things get hard, but she can handle it, I'm the one that makes her suck it up.
She's the cute one. I'm the hot one. She's the photographer, I'm the model. She's the singer, I'm the lyrics and the voice within. I'll explain more later, but for now, that's all you need to know.

I love you, no matter who you are.
Gabrielle ♥♥

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I miss my friends, how thing used to be.

LOL. I hate phrasing it that way. But things are kind of pathetic with my friends right now. I mean, Kaela doesn’t invite me to go with her to her birthday thing at Tabu on Teen Night, not that I feel special enough to have been invited, but you know, I thought we were closer than not even knowing what the other one is doing for her birthday…..

Pauline and I talk, but we don’t hang out. She can’t come when I invite her, and I’m not blaming her or anything because things happen and stuff. I just miss her. I know she hangs out a lot with Gabby and Dylan and them, but it’s just like kind of a bummer because its at similar places that she and I used to go to together. Coincidence? I don’t know…oh, well.

Terri I barely hear from at all. I miss that biscuit.

Jessica I straight up don’t hear from, but I don’t think I expected to hear from her. She seemed like she could easily forget me.

Maybe I just expected more from Pauline and Kaela, because I’ve been through more with those two.

Don’t get me wrong, I made some friends at Sacred Heart that I truly love. Sammy, Vickie, Reema, there’s lots of them. I’m just the type of person that could and would keep old ties strong, and now I just know how forgotten I actually am, which is peachy, but it’s just kind of sad to get used to, haha.

love ya

gabby$$ brielle

October 12, 2009

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